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so radiation ended last week, yaay :)! im almost caught up on all my chapters in school, so i might be able to get back there for a bit.. but i'm kinda scared. i mean, i have hardly hair. & if i wear a hat, ugh. i just dont want people to judge me. :/. i'm really insecure about that. my doctor said after surgery i might need more chemo, which totally harshes my mood. i just started growing my hair back too. thats all i'll need. :( but i shall see what the future holds for me.